bye bye.

I can see the door of happiness is open and i am standing in front of the door.

but why the hell i am still standing??!

moveee farah movee!!! 

i need to share this with you.

The greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones that swept you off your feet and changed your every view. The ones where you found yourself to be a better person because of who you were when he was around. The ones that made you wake up with a smile on your face no matter how corny it was. The ones that made everything right when it was wrong. The ones that caused you physical pain to leave because leaving meant losing a part of yourself.

The greatest relationships are the ones you’ll always remember not because of their length, but because of who you were with. The ones where the memories make you want to laugh when you’re crying. The ones that make you believe that God exists, because no one else could have created someone so amazing. The ones that cause you to change for the better, even if you don’t realize it. The ones where you know you’re being honest with yourself, so much it hurts.

The greatest relationships are the ones where he called you lame and you just rolled your eyes because you knew he was kidding. The ones where you were comfortable around him because you knew he’d love you no matter what. The ones where love seemed to be the only answer. The ones that made you compromise because it was something you knew you wanted to last. The ones where you accepted what he did because you just wanted to see him happy.

The greatest relationships are the ones that changed your life. The ones that made you rethink your future because you knew it’d be better with him. The ones where you felt like your forever had finally appeared. The ones that made you question the ending. The ones that told you to push through the problems because eventually it would be better again. The ones where you broke your heart and his for his good, even when you couldn’t explain without breaking a rule.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you care more about his happiness then you do about your own. The ones where you do what you do for his future, even if it means wrecking your present. The ones where you tell yourself to walk in the opposite direction, because you know there are just some things you can’t do. The ones when you cry not because it’s over, but because you know you lost not only him, but your best friend too.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll thank him for being a part of your life, no matter how short. The ones where you’ll never forget him because he helped shape your view on love. The ones where you’ll always be there for him, whether or not he’ll accept that. The ones where he put up with your crap when he didn’t have to. The ones where your last tribute to him was doing something he never thought you’d do - and loving it.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll always love him, even when he’s forgotten all about you. The ones where you’re changed forever because of him. The ones that you will always smile about because while they were flawed, they were still amazing. The ones where you fought what you knew was going to happen because you couldn’t quite come to terms with losing him. The ones that remind you love lost is better than never having loved at all

new phase.

I realized i just entered new phase of my life, as i'm pre-working women, i just take one step ahead to start my career path soon.

This is my life, i have to plan according to what i aim. this is not only for myself, this is for my family and of course my future family, They deserve my TITIK PELUH.

Semoga Allah swt permudahkan segalanya..Amin!

This song very inspired me <3

Fantastic in action

Last thursday i mate my fantastic! fantastic 3 je sebab one missing in action! suka! suka! suka! sebab lama sangat tak gather2 tiga orang kan?kan?

Lepaks makan2 chill2 dekat Hadramawth Raja Chulan, kedai Arab! itu pun lepas dah jalan2 area BB tatau nak lepak mana, since sum sibuk nk shisha we try arab place. Frankly, i dont like arab food! hehe tapi xpe lah layan kan aje as long as i can spend my time with my Very Very Important Person!

We reminice all the memories back than, selalu memories yang di repeat berulang2 kali adalah lepak benteng makan goreng pisang and teh panas! Sameena mesti akan order apa2 semua nya nak lebih..seperti contoh teh panas pekat dan manis! hahahaha tempah katil untuk orang kencing manis ke?!! lagi satu aku dengan Sameena suka gadoh! suka sangat2! tapi kitaorang akan baik balik dan kalau cuti sem dia lah orang yang paling2 aku rindu.

Aisha we meet again as roomies! hehe dia lah kawan satu kubur! She one of my friend i trust the most, i can share every single thing to her. She always said she's pretender, yeah u r rite! kau layan je aku kan even aku selalu annoyed kan kau! haha who cares??  

Just ask them anything bout me from nice to worst! they got the answer babeh! ;)))

Dear God, May our friendship will last forever! Amin! 

p/s: pipi saya bertambah berat. wut to do??

deeper meaning.

Girl I understand

That you’re scared

And you feel that you might never love again

But baby that ain’t true

No no no

I know that there is someone there for you

Someone that will see

That you are worth

An undiscovered treasure on this earth

Girl you know your worth so much more

I wanna see you out that door

once upon a time, when tears always be my bestfriend,this song makes me realized something.





Credit to Rafie Johari (bestfreindforever).