saya belajar....

1. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel

2. I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you

3. I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still have a good time

4. I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived

5. I've learned that it isin't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself

6. I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other

7. I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret, it may change you life forever

8. I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people just dont care back

9. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it

10. I've learned that their are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it

11. I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become

12.I've learned that your love ones has high chances to kill your heart

13.I've learned that when u give all out to them does't mean they will did the same way as u did

15.I've learned in order to get happiness you have to go trough the 'rain'

16.I've learned what goes around comes around, karma is a 'police'!

17.I've learned someone you dont like will soon be kind towards you.

18.I've learned loneliness kills you, but in other side its a chance for giving yourself a space to live without thinking bout others.

19.I've learned at the end, its all worth the pain.

20.I've learned GOD will always with you trough the pain as long as you do remember HIM every single second.

i'm sorry for being not perfect

i'm sorry for being not pretty

i'm sorry for being too much care

i'm sorry for not trusting you

i'm sorry for being harsh

i'm sorry for being mad

i'm sorry for being pampered

i'm sorry, i make things difficult

i'm sorry not giving u a space

i'm sorry for being 'winner'

i'm sorry, i ruin your life

i'm sorry, i waste your time

i'm sorry, i waste your money

i'm sorry, i wate your energy

i'm sorry, i'm hurting you

i'm sorry, i kill your freedom

i'm sorry, i kill your social life

i'm sorry, i cant stand being hurt

i'm sorry being perfectionist inside

i'm sorry for the changes u made,

i'm sorry for the tears

i'm sorry for the pain

i'm sorry for me hating your friend

penerima anugerah dekan! eh silap! ;p

First of all million thank you to Dzul Fiqri my vice cancelor 'Dzul Fiqri Music Academy'!
tak sabar saya nak konvo la VC! hehehe.

NYATAKAN LIMA FAKTA MENARIK TENTANG PEMBERI AWARD INI;

1. Dulu seorang investor dan kini beralih arah ke publisher.

2. Nickname dia adalah bacool yg membawa maksud *tuttttt* ;p

3. Blog dia buat org ketawa guling2! ;D

4. Dia master gue yg kacak lg hebat..wuhuuuu *nk lagu;p*

5. Ada gf yg sgt comel dan cantek! nama dia wani. :)

SETIAP BLOGGER HARUS MENYATAKAN 10FAKTA/HOBI DIRI SENDIRI SEBELUM MEMILIH PENERIMA AWARD YANG SETERUSNYA..

1. Suka on9!

2. X suka duduk kolej! *ayah tlg fhm!*

3.Cant resist chicken. my passion!

4. x suka window shopping!

5. straight forward person!

6. Music is my soul/cure/passion

7. Suka gelak cuz it's my therapy

8. Sgt addict dgn nescafe selain dr ahmad eizwal!

9. Shopping!!!! *time ada duit*

10.My weakness is my MOM and DAD

ANDA PERLU MEMILIH 10PENERIMA AWARD SETERUSNYA DAN DESCRIBE TENTANG MEREKA....

1. Ahmad eizwal *my soul*
   
2. Baya *class mate*
3. umi faradilla
4. nadia
5. dan
6. semua
7. yg
8. ada
9. blog
10. hehehehe ;p
    

wan zaymi umaida bt hj taib

TOLONG take note kepada nama yg berkenaan ye.

Jangan bawa anak pak cik shamsuri ni keluar pergi window shopping,
akibatnya nanti emosi jiwa dan raga dia akan terganggu.

Di saat genting begini sepupu kepada noriza ishar lebih gemar lepak dan
chill2 bersama rakan2 di rafie,pakli,bangi kopitiam atau sec13 tu.

Atau pun dia lebih suka duduk di ruma on9 tanpa bercakap sepatah dan mengindahkan
apa yg org lain dalam ruma ckp.

p/s: mayb end of aug kIta REVENGE ok?

"i miss you bodoh.."

I love this part of Radit dan Jani.
I recommend u to watch this movie.
*tapi kena ade translator duk sblh if yg x faham bhs indon , sbb sgt pekat* ;)
The genre of this movie is 'brutally romantic'

For me, its a good movie to watch.
it does has a good value in it.
yes, is about LOVE
and when it comes to LOVE
there is SACRIFICE
u would DO ANYTHING for your love one.



*yes i cried,cried and cried while watched this movie. ;)


p/s: kreditasi buat mala, sbb dia kata cerita ni lawak, aku tgk! tapi reality nya TIDAK! maybe evry ppl has diff point of view kot.

saya adalah perempuan awak.....

I'm the girl
who will put her head on your shoulder,
not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...

I'm the girl
who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me...

I'm the girl
who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... most of the time

I'm the girl
who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have...

I'm the girl
who loves to end a hug with a kiss...

I'm the girl
who you can talk to about anything...

I'm the girl
who laughs at your jokes...

I'm the girl
who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember each one...

I'm the girl
who will brag about you to all of my friends...

I'm the girl
who will listen to you talk...

I'm the girl
who loves it when you hug me for no apparent reason...

I'm the girl
who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead..

I'm the girl
who loves you for you, and doesn't care what other people say about us...

I'm the girl
who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend...

I'm the girl
who loves the feeling when you take me by the hand without saying a word...

I'm the girl
who is incredibly picky,
but when I find someone I like
I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...

Most of all i'm the girl who in love wit you each and every second of her heart beat.

saya adalah perempuan itu!

Happy 7th Month Anniversary
iloveyousoinfinity ahmadeizwal.

-- what is love ? --

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within
your chest??
-it isn`t love, it`s like.

You can`t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right??
-it isn`t love, it`s lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
- it isn`t love, it`s pride.

Do you want them because you know they`re there??
-it isn`t love, it`s loneliness.

Are you there because it`s what everyone wants??
-it isn`t love, it`s loyalty.

Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand??
-it isn`t love, it`s low confidence.



Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don`t want to hurt
them??
-it isn`t love, it`s pity.



Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat??
-it isn`t love, it`s infatuation.



Do you pardon their faults because you care about them??
-it isn`t love, it`s friendship.



Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of??
-it isn`t love, it`s a lie.



Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake??
-it isn`t love, it`s charity.



Does your heart ache and break when they`re sad??
-then it`s l o v e.



Do you cry for their pain, even when they`re strong??
-then it`s l o v e.



Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts??
-then it`s l o v e.



Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and
relation pulls you close and holds you there??
-then it`s l o v e.



Do you accept their faults because they`re a part of who they are??
-then it`s l o v e.



Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret??
-then it`s l o v e.



Would you give them your heart, your life, your death??

idiot me.

I'm so afraid of getting hurt and because of that, I end up getting hurt more..

good news after struggling.

UiTM will be closed due to H1N1 for a week.
i'm soooo damn happy.
it means kan i'm away from pain-ess+struggling+surviving+tense
for a week.

yes juz for a week.
but it doest matter.
at least i can release myself.
;)
;)


but still stuck wit d assgmnts! heee ;p
ok saya janji akan buat!


UiTM dihatiku *cheewaah baru dihatiku kan*






*terima kasih tuhan

one step ahead.

thank GOD! finally i have my own class ;)
before this main masuk je class mana2.
dulu status menumpang sekarang REGISTERED okai?
*even x berapa suka pun class tuh* ;p

still got problem juga.
class essesntial to human resources je yang tak bole register
my head of prgrm, Dr.Rabiah asked us to write a letter to Pn.Rafidah (hrm's lect) ask her permission to enter her class since all the 3 clasess = full house!
or else we have to drop the subject! bloody hell!
mesti la mau grad on time ok!

as long as aku tau class aku
mana status dari sem 1 suda ke sem 3
transfer kredit suda di buat.
aku rasa sedikit lega skrng.


and again Terima Kasih Tuhan!

cried along d way

kondisi emosi yang tidak menentu.
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hello happiness? when do u want to come and visit my heart? she need u so badly.

wut a day!

feeling kinda shitty today!
settle up my ptptn and it doest bring me any good for today.
"adik set 2 x boleh photostat ye, kta nak original sign and cop"
shit! nk kena print semua balik. call ayah suruh dtg and settle up kat faculty dia je.
ok btw,no aku ialah 1722 and masa aku amek tu baru 1095
so dr pukul 10-3.45 baru la my turn.
aku doa2 byk2 cuz sblm tu ramai sgt doc yg kena reject!
"ala tak nmpak la dik cop saksi ni, jawatan dia ngn nama bapa dia x nampak,
pegi cari saksi ni mintak cop balik!"
ok time tu aku rasa nak jerit kt telinga akak tu and ckp
"hey!! saya da tgg dr kul 10 sampai kul 3.45 bole x akak terima je
dan jgn byk ckp bole??!!"
ok itu 'aku rasa' tp dpn dia aku ckp "ha yelah2"
terus call ayah balik and suruh dia amek pergi jumpa boss dia mintak cop lg.
da la bangunan dia tinggi kan! haihhhh..ok sory ayah! susah kan ayah! :(
i know u will do anytng for my sake! love you!!
suddnly i felt so lucky dpt shah alam, dekat dgn family *envy me plss*
if aku dekat Segamat ke Arau ke menangis gak la kan.
lepas tu pegi hanta balik kat akak tu.
while waiting for my turn, ada la bdk ni kena reject doc sbb dia photostat and
dia merayu2 kat akak tu approve je dia punya doc. cam nak ngs da aku tgk
mamat tuh. than akak tu cakap
"kalau kau rasuah aku 4 juta pun aku x nak dan kalau kau ni adik aku pun
aku tak nak tolong"
agak rude jugalah, tp nak buat macamana da kerja dia kan, jujur betul kakak ni.
ok bagus la tapi mind ur word and tone la.
ok bila my turn akak tu cek2 balik than aku doa byk2 dlm hati supaya dia apprv je
doc aku tu. than aku tgk dia da cop tanda apprv!
"thank god!!"
ok aku sgt penat gila2 punya, dlm kereta aku slalu bising2 dgn ayah time balik
tapi aku diam je. sebab penat sangat2 dan aku fikiran aku serabut gila
fikir pasal reg course yg x settle2 dr last week!
c'mon la KP do ur work plsss!!
jgn suffer kan kami yg nk stdy nih!
i hope my life will get better soon *amin*

p/s: ahmad eizwal thanx sanggup datang teman lunch. iloveyousoinfinity.

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Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back.

Maybe, you have to let go of who you were
to become who you will be.

bba(hons) human resource management

ok nur farahin shamsuri stop complaining!!! everyone around u sick of heard d same thing everyday! yeah2! tiap kali balik kelas i will complain mcm2 kt my dad, my mom and also my boyfie! "ayah tau x kolej dia buruk!" "ayah tau x kene slalu tgk bulletin board and kene alert slalu kt sini" "mak penatlah jalan bukit bukau, nak kena beli crocs" *ni alasan* hahaha. "bby u knw wut if dpt kolej kena naik bus pegi faculty" dan "bla..bla..bla" ok2 terima kasih kerana menadah telinga setiap hari dgr complain dari anakmu/wifeymu ini! ku sgt m'hargainya! ;p

haiihhh..nur farahin shamsuri plss la bersyukur dgn apa yg kau dapat skrng ok! ada org yg tak dpt chance cont degree like u were now! ok i should to THANK GOD for giving me this opportunity for my brighter future. saya akan buat yg terbaik !*ceh ayat klise gila ok!* tapi memang la aku byk complain mula2. yela susah tau nk biasakan diri ngn new environment. mcm kat Segamat mula2 dulu. eh tapi sampai grad pun still complain. camne tuh? ;p

p/s: stop complaining and pls bersyukur ;)

note to myself.

*nur farahin bt shamsuri tolong selalu kuat ok!
cuz at the end it's always worth d pain.*

mood saya sedih.

me without my fantastic 4 to survive in the next 'journey'?? thz is beyond my expectation man! serioushit! i dont know how can i survive w/out u guys by my side! Tuan Bahagian Pengambilan
Pelajar UiTM mengapa Tuan pisahkan saya dgn my so-called uni siblings?? why?? why?? U guys semua kat Melaka n i'm alone kat Shah Alam. yea2 my hometown! i'm suppose to be happy ait? at first i mmg happy tapi makin dekat hari reg i rasa sedih sgt2! all the memories keep blow-ing on my mind. :(

3 years we go through! suka.sedih.gembira.kecewa. semua laluinya bersama2! x mandi beberapa hari bersama2 dan end up pegi vac kat Melaka.menangis bersama2 ketika RS kurung kita x kasi balik padahal baru 3 weeks x balik. lapar hari sabtu juga bersama2 sebab benteng tutup n x nak makan dining. xde duit bersama2, buat loan dgn each other utk survive beberapa hari sblm ibu bapa bank in duit. tekanan jiwa bersama2 sbb buat report yg perlu m'luarkan idea sendiri. happy outing bersama2 di Segamat lepak Old Taste dan makan nasi lemak fav kta semua. lambat pergi kelas juga bersama2 sbb salah seorg dr kta lambat bkn terlambat. stay up juga bersama2, bukan siapkan asgmnt tapi on9 dan tgk muvee.sahur bersama2,lepas sahur tidur sampai pukul 3 ptg. lepak benteng hari2 sampai owner benteng 2 da kenal kte semua. apa yg x sama? time stdy je x duduk sama2 sbb nanti gado dan b'beza pendapat.

let it be my bitter sweet memories and i will always remember u guys as my besties! wut makes me t'haru is even baru 3 yrs kenal but mcm da kenal lama. they know my inner side better. dont ever forget me guys. i pray dat u will never meet d same me! hahaha cuz i know i will never meet d same Fatina Mokhtar, Nuraisha Fadzil and Sameena Siraj. they have special place in my heart! *chewaah* sayang sgt! <3>

This song i dd8 for u guys,

Sebuah Kisah Klasik

Jabat tanganku, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali
Kita berbincang tentang memori di masa itu
Peluk tubuhku usapkan juga air mataku
Kita terharu seakan tidak bertemu lagi

Bersenang-senanglah
Karna hari ini yang kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Bersenang-senanglah
Karna waktu ini yang 'kan kita banggakan di hari tua

Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti...

Mungkin diriku masih ingin bersama kalian
Mungkin jiwaku masih haus sanjungan kalian

kata kunci.

key to live = SABAR